The Power of Music...

I love Christian Rock Music.... let me say that again---- I LOVE CHRISTIAN ROCK MUSIC! I started really enjoying it in the last couple of years of my first marriage. It was a way for me to connect to God since formal worship had been a foreign element in my childhood. I always felt that hole, that empty place that needed to be filled, and somehow when I listened to this music, the hole seemed to fill up some. Going through my divorce, the music was a saving grace for me. Just when I thought I couldn't take anymore, I could get renewed through the music.

Third Day and Casting Crowns are my favorite bands. I love their messages, their strength, and, of course, their music. At this time where stress is at an all-time high and spirits are at a low, both of these favorite bands are performing in Orlando in the next 6 weeks. My friend Christine and I are going to Third Day. I am so excited! I think it will be odd to go see a praise band at the Hard Rock Cafe- but I can't wait!

If you have never heard of this band, or their music- here is their website...
http://www.thirdday.com

I know it sounds simple- a band coming to town. But, in my world right now, where not one stress can be eliminated, I take it as a sign from God- time to take time for myself, Him, and some friends to renew and refresh. Take a deep breath and get through the next few months.

Update to Resolutions...

Wow! Resolutions can be tough... I am cutting back on my yelling... I am counting to 10 more. At school do this whole Meditation "UMMMM" thing with my students, they giggle, I giggle, we all get on task and I don't have to yell over the din of 20+ 7th graders to get them back on track.

At home, our new rule is "Noone talks until Mom's had her coffee". It is a very good rule, and it has been amazing how quickly 9,8, and 6 have learned to make Mommy's coffee 'just the way she likes it!"

I have not quite started on the flabby arm thing- well I pinch them regularly to make sure the waggle is still there. I stare at the exercise book, and I have even checked out the 3 lb weights at Target. So, not as much progress as I would like. Wii Bowling did not make the impact I thought it would.

I do have 17 tasks done of my 39 for certification- so almost halfway there. I am spending this evening reorganizing and making "the list". Last time I had "the list" I completed 10 tasks in 2 weeks.

I think that is all I have to report today...

First Time Nerves

Hello Out There-

Well it is a start to 2008, and like everyone else, I have some resolutions:

1) Reduce the amount of yelling I do
2) Find some time for myself- without the guilt
3) Tone those arms that give away that I am closer to 40 than 30
4) Complete my certification
5) Stay in touch with friends and family

So it is a bit much to take on... but I did narrow it down to 5- you should have seen the original list.

I am not sure if it is midlife crisis, or just the realization that at some point I need to be a grown-up, but turning 36 was a bit depressing. I don't have anything to complain about- anything significant that is. I have a husband who loves me, who is breaking his back building me and the girls a new home. I have four fabulous daughters who love me and respect one another. They are curious, loving, great at school, and strong enough to discover new interests. I have a great extended family and some friends who I have no idea what I did to deserve such fabulous-ness in my life.